I don't know, its just not the same anymore like it was last time. The distance is getting further, and i don't know why. If it's because of me, I'm willing to change. We used to laugh, joke, and everytime when I was sad, I would talk to you and you would cheer me up. But now, all you give me is one word answers and you would treat me as transparent, when you have them there. It's just not the same, not the same anymore. Please, tell me what is the problem that is wrong with me, okay?

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Okaay. Super boring day as usual. Band sucked as usual. Everything sucked as usual. My wrist was hurting thoughout almost the whole band practice. Everytime i moved, it's like freaking pain D: And i don't have enough air! I play for like less than 4 bars, I'm out of breath already. I also cant play with the metronome, however you spell it. Yes, I suck. Seriously.

During CME, there was this question on the file. What was the someone or something that caused you to be most sad? Or something like that yup. The first time that came to my mind was ______. I dont know. I just want to get over it soon. Like, real soon. I dont want it to drag anymore. Put down and forget manzxz. Ohwellllll-

Going to sms twin in class tomorrow, if possible. Cos it's like 3 periods of damned english and there's the chinese test. Ohnoo. So going to flunk it. And maths test on factorisation on monday. Crap. I'm so going to brush up on my maths during the weekends. I dont want to score 10/20 or lower again. ): Grrr. Feeling super, super full right now. D: